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YAY ): [Nov. 9th, 2009|12:21 am]
HAHA! the event is over. no more torturous 9 hour stands and anal customers.

No more keep-the-anger-to-yourself-first-then-scream-under-the-desk-later.

at the same time, no more mochi, no more going to work with fiona and htht at work, no more love 1 in 4 chances to win with ian. no more slapping siao char bor's butt. no more "eh kai tat! cheap yong tau foo!" ):

but yay to meet ups ! fiona leow, ian nicholas michael koh, melvin kyrian wong. I LIKE.

working like a slave was crazy. but not when you're showered with income. cool much? HOHO (:




Deppie's 21st party on the 28th. but im on for worship on guitar. i'm starting to hate commitments already. :/
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(no subject) [Oct. 22nd, 2009|01:37 am]
[Current Mood | cold]

just got off the phone with baby and my eyes rained cats and dogs. was just pouring out my woes to him for abit.

my heart suddenly weighed 10 pounds just thinking/reflecting about certain things on my way back home from work

won't say much here but..

fiona: you're truly, an amazing friend. and you've taught me alot, everyday.
&
baby: thanks for always, always faithfully being there. 


are they genuine at all?
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THE WAIT [Sep. 29th, 2009|02:26 am]
waiting for an email from your soon-or-not-to-be boss is like waiting for exam results.

its the anxiousness to know what's next,
the dissappointment when you dont receive an answer,
the hopelessness,
the ugly wait.

oh, and same goes for waiting for the arrival of an already paid dress.

it's starting to seem like forever already

PFFFT. i hate waiting. ):
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Exams? i've never heard of it [Sep. 14th, 2009|03:02 am]
[Current Mood | sick]

EXAMS are over and done with and im proud to proclaim that i dont have to mention  "supp papers are underway"

with regard to the previous post i'm sorry to make you sympathize with me once again but...........i passed netfund!
YES I PASSED NETFUND.

*jumps*  I PASSED NETFUND!!
*squeals*  I PASSED NETFUND!!
*dances*  I PASSED NETFUND!!
(okay im sorry. i'll stop assuming in future.promise)

YES MIRACULOUSLY I PASSED NETFUND

BUT HERE'S ACTUALLY WHAT'S BESTesssst- I PASSED ALL THE SUBJECTS!

i was so overjoyed that when i received the results i couldn't help but to wake Walt up and keep shouting "BABY I PASSED!!" non-stop like a broken record.
poor him had to wake up just to smile and say "im happy for you" and bearing with my post-result highs when all he was trying to do is get some rest after 12 hours of shift work the night before.

BUT IM HAPPY! IM SO HAPPY!


(and deep inside me, i really wanna thank Daddy God. because He said if i did my best, he will do the rest. AND SO I DID. and here are my results!)

im really thankful for my life, and everything in it  (:


cept that now my tummy's giving me problems. keeps churning and churning inside and i feel a recurring need to puke. ):
McSpicy always has to torture me this way when all i wanted was to enjoy every bite of it ):
HATEIT!

im going to rub my own tummy and fall asleep now. GOODNIGHT ):


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(no subject) [Sep. 4th, 2009|02:39 pm]


 

( will you still love me in the morning? )
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(no subject) [Jul. 23rd, 2009|11:37 pm]
picture taken in chocolate hills, phil.  with my brother (:

everything's still the way it is, listening to that same alarm every morning, going to the same condemned school, meeting the same annoying person(s) :

you know its funny how someone can be like that, to the point where the amount of shallowness beats zero. 
well, maybe i have no rights to talk about how shallow or not someone is, but at least i can tell the difference between "telling a joke" (which means everyone's happy) and being insensitive ( not giving two shits about what others feel ), and at least i do know how to mark the line, before it says "stop" and not cross the limit. 

you do know inside you, you dont mean to hurt people, but you've lied to yourself time and again, trying hard to be like someone else. why are you doing that since you and you yourself said that said person is everything someone wouldnt wanna be?

sucking up, is that it?

self-praising, hurting people, responding like a cunt when people talk to you nicely, self-admiration, having the thinking"i'm-everything-you're-not" yea, thats what you are now. i dont understand. maybe you'd be a little less exhausted if you stop trying hard to be someone you know you dont wanna be.

you know, there are way more hurtful things i could say to you than you can to me, comparing your life and mine. but i choose to shut my mouth at things that will hurt others. maybe you should quit it too. 

that said, i'm happy i left (:

back to where i was, everything's still the way it is, only that today feels different because im home on the thursday night ): no GEL outing, and i missed a phone call . and i hate to miss walt's call when he's at work because it'll be a few hours later before he calls me again ): AND i've completed season 2 of prison break, and that means i'm left with nothing to do except mug for end of year exams which is 1 month from now.

just leaving my thoughts here since im bored to tears. back again soon!

love,
christina

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(no subject) [Jun. 19th, 2009|02:14 pm]


 
( mahal kita singapura )
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(no subject) [Jun. 5th, 2009|06:48 pm]
( up, up and away! )



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(no subject) [May. 20th, 2009|09:42 pm]
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NOT ME POSTING [May. 12th, 2009|12:33 am]
I LOVE MY BF SO MUCH HIS THE BEST EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111!!1111one!111!!1!!!11!!!11!














(this was not posted by walt)
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LABOUR DAY! [May. 4th, 2009|12:55 am]
[Current Mood | accomplished]



was just thinking about the future and what will happen after i receive my diploma. 
isnt it just scary? to think about the future without even knowing what your next step is. whats a vision of a future when its all blurry? im really afraid honestly.

living at the expense of our parents, we don't even think about how we will survive without money. but a few more years down the road, who's going to support us after that? who are we going to ask money from when we're broke, who are we going to lean on for meals at the dinner table? who are we going to ask to pay our phone bills, water bills and electricity bills and everything else that requires money? 


with regard to the recession, even after a diploma, are we able to find jobs to feed ourselves, let alone a family? even vacation jobs are hard to come by now, what about full time jobs?

reality is kicking in now, it really is.

that said, im going to leave it all to Him.
 
.

the eve of labour day was spent with the walking diary out to vivo to people watch and dine in a cosy jap restaurant. not forgetting, whining to each other about our personal problems.

the rest of the night was spent deciding whether or not to watch movie. we headed home instead ): due to time constraint and cash flow problems for a cab journey back HAHA.


and on labour day, did some catching up with sharonloh. was another session of whining and laughing at manhattan in plaza sing, accompanied by some shopping and i was officially bankrupt after that , just in time!
~~

the tuesdays after school are spent with the guys and michi.

had dinner at 85, and down to east coast for being mosquitos' feed, for ants to gnaw on, and toads to pounce on. (im exaggerating much here actually)

we were perspiring our butts off playing whats the time mr wolf? TIRING AND PASSE, BUT FUN.
<<<< mr wolf HAHA


~
i love my family, the sweetpea and the company around me (:

now that's a whole load of verbal diarrhea from me to you. enjoy! (sorry its all accumulated! HAHAHA)


alotoflove,
christina.
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SCHOOL? [Apr. 27th, 2009|10:58 pm]
[Current Mood | blank]

alright, the holidays are over and school's underway, and no, im not trying to rub it in for you guys. IM FEELING SOUR MYSELF OKAY?
i thought i was anticipating school to reopen since working was so... horrible, but school's also as bad.
besides getting math 3,(as if math 1 and 2 wasn't enough for me), i got lecturers with absolutely weird accents which makes the difficulty of the subject up by not one but tens of thousand notches. be it simple english, indian, martian, chinese, dubious spells or magic codes- just impossible to decipher sometimes. nevertheless, they never fail to amuse.

along with annoying mates like keith totally makes time pass slower.  but it's alright cause annoying is better than none at all to talk to ( just to comfort you a little, since i know you'll be reading my journal. )
still, at least having a few of your old classmates in a completely new class makes things a tad more comfortable, and that's what im thankful for (:
.

Wanted to join tpskates initially but signed up for wakeboarding instead as CCA only to find out that it's an uber expensive sport. Totally dropped the idea of joining afterwhich as i thought about the amount i already spent on fencing during my secondary school days.

about a bomb on the jacket and pants, a few more bombs for gloves, plastron and mask. (this already took up my ang bao money, my christmas and birthday present from my parents for 2 years okay?. I KNOW PATHETIC, BUT DONT JUDGE ME HAHA) and totally lost interest after that. thankfully i didn't spend more bombs on the Sabre , metallic vest and the chest protector. else my mum would have skinned me alive.  so... no more for me!

i still wish to join tpskates tho ):
.
okbye.

(im sorry for the abrupt ending because my mum's turned off all the lights and im scared to tears. then again, QUIT JUDGING ME HAHA okloveyoubye.)
 
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INSERTS TITLE [Apr. 2nd, 2009|11:44 pm]
i have no inspirations whatsoever to post an entry today or yesterday, 2 days ago and long before, but i'll still do it else people would stop coming to read my journal. (which i know most of you have already done so. ) and that'll defeat the purpose of me setting up a new journal.(and taking up so much time just crying trying to figure how this thing works) haha  

with reference to my previous post, i know some of you would comtemplate beating me up or skinning me alive for cheating your feelings writing such an emo post, but i've just received the results for my supplementary exams and i passed my math! i dont know how that happened either but im honestly relieved!  i was told , "if you do your best, God will do the rest" now i can relate to that phrase (: 

life still goes on and nothing out of the ordinary happened. sometimes time pass fast, sometimes slow, always on going, never pausing. not even for a second or a glance, a whiff, a quicky, an orgasm. (I KEED) every moment you're doing something, it's a period gone. Now the one thing i wish time could stop for at this point in my life everyday is a second before work commences.

although break times can be magical.. okay, magical may be an overstatement, but break time's still great when you're just a few meters and a glass panel away from the aeroplanes so you can just sit down and have a nice light snack infront of those pretty things flying across your face.


but the thing i dread about work especially during the morning shifts are people reprimanding you about bring rude but throw their passports right at your face, demand to be fast when you're already trying your best and you look up to see a never ending queue at your counter, smelly morning breaths, coffee breaths, cum breaths and what-have-you breaths, just all the unpleasant breaths smacked to your nostrils.
 
also people who are not satisfied with what they won at the draw (which often are $5 vouchers) and totally fail to understand that, it's totally FREE OF CHARGE and start complaining and arguing that they should get more
 
all these ALL IN ONE MORNING, WITH 2-3 HOURS OR SLEEP THE NIGHT BEFORE. and every morning/afternoon/night (depending on which shift i got) i'll be on the verge of screaming at them, only to realise that i'll only be able to do that under the desk or inside my head

unless i want to get fired. because when you start working, you'll lose total control of all human rights to cunts who enjoys abusing their authority as customers and throwing their fit around.
"FUCK YOU GUYS MAN" *gives a constipated look*

however, on a way less bitter note, there'll always be customers who will make your day, and for that, i do enjoy my job sometimes (:

alright, i'd better be going to bed now else i'll lose my cool to those head munching demons at work tomorrow morning!

love, christina
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(no subject) [Mar. 20th, 2009|12:19 am]
[Current Mood | gloomy]

exams came and went. so did supps. i failed math- again.

i've been failing math since primary school, always failing.
just not good with numbers, algebras, logari...something or what have you. 
maybe that's why i'm bad with calculating money, spending money. that's why i got a $15 watch at $50. (I KNOW. DONT LAUGH)
which at least i can manage to count, i got ripped off of more than 300%.  
which is also why, im awaiting an F for the supp exam results.

...... unless the examiner is in love with me?(which is impossible cause i've lost all signs of mojo, or had i any. anyhow, one can imagine can't she. )*clears throat* or maybe i could quickly go to sleep and wake up and realise this is all a bad dream? like those in story books or fairytales? i mean, all stories have happy endings dont they? mine can't possibly end on a bitter note. yes, it can't.

YEAH WHATEVER CHRISTINA.

my sis just helped me check the math supp paper i took this morning. and looks like a retake next sem for me. GAWD when can i ever pass math.

there's still math3 next year, along with math 2. i think i better stop being complacent and start attending lectures. oh wait! i dont even have the rights to be complacent now.



it's alright! i have an extra 2 CHANCES AT MATH. lol  now, that's a positive approach. *pats myself on the shoulder*

AND NO IM NOT BEING SOUR
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wont you take me by the hand, take me somewhere new [Mar. 3rd, 2009|01:52 am]
[Current Mood | pissed off]


exams are done with but dont say yay yet when the supp papers are around the corner. ):  
when i flipped open the pages of the script, for a moment i thought i was sitting for the wrong paper cause the questions seemed ridiculously foreign.
the feeling of sitting in an exam hall and continually flipping the pages of the script back and forth, not having a clue, was terribly horrid. 
but please! i dont want to have to retake another sem!

but that aside


Walt's birthday was a blast with hordes of people attending his party. okay, leser than hordes. but many were there! 
all his lovely friends who made his big day very special (:




enjoyed my time there eventhough was midway into the exams but still did, and im sure everone did with the company of everyone! (:


holidays are underway and  i must admit even though it just started, ive already had so much fun!
although the times when i dont have any fun are spent at home searching for things that i shouldn't even have bothered searching for and thinking about things that can make me mega messed up. but that's a different issue altogether so i wont elaborate cause it'll only cause more agitation to my already dampened mood.



one gone, another comes.

that is one thing that really frustrates me. hate to admit, but honestly.
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         
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thank you. [Feb. 20th, 2009|01:25 am]
was an eventful day and let me add negative. things happened so suddenly and unexpectedly it left me unsure of what i should do next. there was a huge word "BITCH" labeled on my forehead.
making excuses wasn't a solution, neither was running away from it. things are however settled.
but it was nearly almost written in the book of biggest mistakes. i'd like to say sorry, and thanks again, girl. no more hard feelings please? (:

Many things that i have not done few posts before are more or less almost or already done. and i am really contented.
handed up projects, almost done with math revision and i still have 3 days grace (yay to that) settled with valentines' and done with baby's 21st pressie. and i'm starting to feel peaceful already when i actually shouldn't be. exams in 3 more days! 


what's most important now, on this day... 
<lj-cut><marquee behavior=alternate>HAPPY 21st SWEETEST!!</marquee></lj-cut>
hope that this year's will be the most memorable one to you! (no actually every other celebration is as important!)
ILOVEYOU! *snoOOooRt*  
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Hearts all over the world tonight. [Feb. 16th, 2009|10:10 pm]
They say, Valentines' isn't only about you and your sweetheart, roses and chocolates. Neither is it only about you, your friends and family. 
So, I had double portion of fun and love on Valentines' this year! with people i love and care deep deep about  and i hope all of you had your part of fun and love too! (:

Retro nite (love is in the air) on Valentines' was extraordinary with lovely company and 60's ? or was it 70's or 80's? music. of course no celebration can be perfect without great food. (yes, im aware i sound like a glutton. but it's true, no?)  




ubf p.leong came in first for dress-up contest, of course i did not get anything for not dressing up according to the theme.  Not that i didn't want to, just couldn't find right retro clothes around the house to wear. okay, excuses. but scratch that.

Blanket game as ice breaker was hell fun but full of shit with nonsense stretegies haha . still love it! had a blast!


on the 15th, had a post valentines' celebration with Walt.
Was love over dinner at NYNY along with long walks and yummy YAMI yoghurt from suntec to places i've never discovered thru my whole 18 years. Was contemplating watching The Curious Case of Benjamin BUTT!on but we didn't want to waste a whole 3 hours in the theatre. So we continued walking till my shoe decided to fail my poor feet . ): Had a really realllyyyyy reeeeeaaaallly great time!
really thanks for everything baby ily! (:













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(no subject) [Feb. 10th, 2009|10:49 pm]
[Current Mood | crappy]

it's the start of a new week; and may i add "bad" 

i have yet to complete THINGS.

1. i have yet to complete my edev proj
2. i have yet to complete my comprog proj (and more than half of the class had theirs handed in already)
3. i have yet to complete my revision for math 
4. i have yet to complete my revision for edev (which i have absolutely no clue about)
5. i have yet to complete my revision for dfund (also, have i any clue about)
6.actually i have not started revision 
7. i have yet to buy some important things
8. i have yet to settle some MUCH more important things 
9. i have yet to complete the math homework which was due this morning
10. my tummy hurts real bad ): and i know this is not part of my to-do list, but one can try and gain more sympathy can't she? or have i not gotten any yet ):
11. i have yet to...................
12. i have yet to.........
13. i have yet to...........
101. i have yet to......

can you say, screwed? 


i need some love ):

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(no subject) [Feb. 8th, 2009|07:46 pm]
[Current Mood | content]

I dragged my lazy ass out of bed to school at 11 on a saturday morning (without showering)  just to sit for my soci common test while1/4 of the world was still sleeping annoyingly peacefully. Yes, because it was a saturday.

but i'm actually relieved it turned out quite okay and i'm hoping i'll be able to make it with fingers crossed. It'll be quite dreadful if i had to take an extra CDS along with many other repeated subjects next sem. so PLEASE! 50% will be more than good!

"Eyes-wide-shut" was a blast over packets and packets of chips and supper at simpang with all the lovely friends. Stayed over in church and woke up to a really bad back(side)ache due to sleeping on the hard, carpeted floor. Fun was hell good though! (:

chinese new year is finally coming to an end ( by tomorrow?) .
which also means we'll OFFICIALLY stop receiving ang pows , no more steamboat and of course, the chinese new year goodies will soon deplete.
It's time so say bye to all the gong xi shit (which actually ended unofficially sometime ago) and welcome back our sorry, mundane life.
Which actually is a blessing in disguise as we bid our farewells to additional flabs.
So, stuff yourself as much as you can with all the good food and collect the last of ang pows before the official end of the lunar new year!

Happy last of CNY everyone <3
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(no subject) [Feb. 4th, 2009|10:12 pm]
[Current Mood | crappy]

having a new journal means i will be more motivated to update more often!
but that's not the reason why i changed to livejournal.
i just thought that livejournal is much better than blogger! look, you can choose to lock posts that you dont want others to see and show posts that you want to show. (and probably many other features they have that i have yet to find out, which will take me a good eon to do so.)
SAY KUDOS TO LIVEJOURNAL!

soci presentation was hell good, which is an exaggeration. but at least it turned out well. i'm overjoyed that another load is taken off my back. Now, there's the exams around the corner and still not doing anythign about it. we'll leave that for tomorrow.. or the day after.. actually more days after. 
  
i'd also like to pronouce my hair chopped and i am highly Devastated. and you probably will know how devastated i am feeling now as a put a capital D in the front of "devastated".

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