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(no subject) [Feb. 23rd, 2010|12:43 am]
exams are around the corner and im dying just trying to open my eyes as well as my brains to at least try to study hard. i took 1 hour breaks after every half and hour spent studying and its frustrating how my brain acts like a RAM. so every night i go to sleep with all the information in my head, the next morning i wake up with a blank mind . JUST GREAT. then i'll have to keep revising over and over again till i have no time left for recaps. I FEEL LIKE DYING. THANK YOU
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CNY=CARBSOVERLOAD TTM [Feb. 20th, 2010|03:58 am]

Happy Lunar New Year everyone (:  its the amazing week of CNY and its only amazing cause i've been having fun and growing into a fat(ter) slob these past 2 weeks.
The down part is that, this is STUDY WEEK. yes, i know right? exams commences next week.

The only lasting excitement about CNY for me is the reunion dinner.
Steamboat's always MOST delicious.
You will only understand why if you come home every night to dinner that's horrible tasting and utmost-ly depressing. So having steamboat always makes me happy (;

I have no idea why the new bed sheets, new jammies, cny goodies, visitations, new clothes, arranging of new year goodies in little containers and all that stuff dont excite me anymore ): Christmas felt the same too.. this is Depressing . and it seems like everyone's feeling the same way too ):


CNY's eve was however, good with these guys . We went to the RIVER HONGBAO and it makes me really happy because after years after years of staying at home and watching TV until 3am, finally a more productive and fun cny's eve. Going out with them makes me feel so happy. cause they are all SPIRIT PEOPLE hahaha  (: we caught the fire works which was totally awesome. i've never seen fireworks at such close range my entire life!

On a completely random note, IM GOING TO NIGHT SAFARI TOMORROW! makes me all excited thinking about it hehe. I KNOW, im totally aware that exams are around the corner but, right now im too excited to feel the worry ! YAY i shall leave revisions for the next day.. or the next (:

however, on a slightly sugar coated note, HAAAAAPPPPYYY 22ND BIRTHDAY CHEW PEI SHENG WALTER, YOU IS MEGA LOVED SWEETY PIE(: XOXO

p/s leongie, i wanted to blog about the verses but i totally cant rmb them AT ALL. omg, how? 
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2010 [Jan. 23rd, 2010|02:10 am]
embarrassed to say hi because it's been 10 weeks since i last touched this space :/

BUT.

after alot of blog hopping i suddenly remembered about this forsaken space. yes i know it took me long enough !

2009 was a great year, i guess ?

who cares about 2009 anyway, it's alr 2010.



i made new year resolutions for this year just yesterday, and i realised i've been making them every other year but i'd forget what my resolutions were the following morning.

well, im going to believe that i'll keep in mind my resolutions throughout this year.

im going to be loving thursday nights too! meet ups with leongie and 2 other Cs ;) i <3 htht and rekindling my love for His word.

hope that we'll all fulfill our resolutions for this year!

it's going to be a whole new year of improvements just for Him  (I HOPE , REALLY)

because.. "all things are created for Him and through Him Colossians 1:16b" (pats myself on the back) NICEEEEE (Y)
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YAY ): [Nov. 9th, 2009|12:21 am]
HAHA! the event is over. no more torturous 9 hour stands and anal customers.

No more keep-the-anger-to-yourself-first-then-scream-under-the-desk-later.

at the same time, no more mochi, no more going to work with fiona and htht at work, no more love 1 in 4 chances to win with ian. no more slapping siao char bor's butt. no more "eh kai tat! cheap yong tau foo!" ):

but yay to meet ups ! fiona leow, ian nicholas michael koh, melvin kyrian wong. I LIKE.

working like a slave was crazy. but not when you're showered with income. cool much? HOHO (:




Deppie's 21st party on the 28th. but im on for worship on guitar. i'm starting to hate commitments already. :/
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(no subject) [Oct. 22nd, 2009|01:37 am]
[Current Mood |coldcold]

just got off the phone with baby and my eyes rained cats and dogs. was just pouring out my woes to him for abit.

my heart suddenly weighed 10 pounds just thinking/reflecting about certain things on my way back home from work

won't say much here but..

fiona: you're truly, an amazing friend. and you've taught me alot, everyday.
&
baby: thanks for always, always faithfully being there. 


are they genuine at all?
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THE WAIT [Sep. 29th, 2009|02:26 am]
waiting for an email from your soon-or-not-to-be boss is like waiting for exam results.

its the anxiousness to know what's next,
the dissappointment when you dont receive an answer,
the hopelessness,
the ugly wait.

oh, and same goes for waiting for the arrival of an already paid dress.

it's starting to seem like forever already

PFFFT. i hate waiting. ):
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Exams? i've never heard of it [Sep. 14th, 2009|03:02 am]
[Current Mood |sicksick]

EXAMS are over and done with and im proud to proclaim that i dont have to mention  "supp papers are underway"

with regard to the previous post i'm sorry to make you sympathize with me once again but...........i passed netfund!
YES I PASSED NETFUND.

*jumps*  I PASSED NETFUND!!
*squeals*  I PASSED NETFUND!!
*dances*  I PASSED NETFUND!!
(okay im sorry. i'll stop assuming in future.promise)

YES MIRACULOUSLY I PASSED NETFUND

BUT HERE'S ACTUALLY WHAT'S BESTesssst- I PASSED ALL THE SUBJECTS!

i was so overjoyed that when i received the results i couldn't help but to wake Walt up and keep shouting "BABY I PASSED!!" non-stop like a broken record.
poor him had to wake up just to smile and say "im happy for you" and bearing with my post-result highs when all he was trying to do is get some rest after 12 hours of shift work the night before.

BUT IM HAPPY! IM SO HAPPY!


(and deep inside me, i really wanna thank Daddy God. because He said if i did my best, he will do the rest. AND SO I DID. and here are my results!)

im really thankful for my life, and everything in it  (:


cept that now my tummy's giving me problems. keeps churning and churning inside and i feel a recurring need to puke. ):
McSpicy always has to torture me this way when all i wanted was to enjoy every bite of it ):
HATEIT!

im going to rub my own tummy and fall asleep now. GOODNIGHT ):


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(no subject) [Sep. 4th, 2009|02:39 pm]


 

( will you still love me in the morning? )
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(no subject) [Jul. 23rd, 2009|11:37 pm]
picture taken in chocolate hills, phil.  with my brother (:

everything's still the way it is, listening to that same alarm every morning, going to the same condemned school, meeting the same annoying person(s) :

you know its funny how someone can be like that, to the point where the amount of shallowness beats zero. 
well, maybe i have no rights to talk about how shallow or not someone is, but at least i can tell the difference between "telling a joke" (which means everyone's happy) and being insensitive ( not giving two shits about what others feel ), and at least i do know how to mark the line, before it says "stop" and not cross the limit. 

you do know inside you, you dont mean to hurt people, but you've lied to yourself time and again, trying hard to be like someone else. why are you doing that since you and you yourself said that said person is everything someone wouldnt wanna be?

sucking up, is that it?

self-praising, hurting people, responding like a cunt when people talk to you nicely, self-admiration, having the thinking"i'm-everything-you're-not" yea, thats what you are now. i dont understand. maybe you'd be a little less exhausted if you stop trying hard to be someone you know you dont wanna be.

you know, there are way more hurtful things i could say to you than you can to me, comparing your life and mine. but i choose to shut my mouth at things that will hurt others. maybe you should quit it too. 

that said, i'm happy i left (:

back to where i was, everything's still the way it is, only that today feels different because im home on the thursday night ): no GEL outing, and i missed a phone call . and i hate to miss walt's call when he's at work because it'll be a few hours later before he calls me again ): AND i've completed season 2 of prison break, and that means i'm left with nothing to do except mug for end of year exams which is 1 month from now.

just leaving my thoughts here since im bored to tears. back again soon!

love,
christina

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(no subject) [Jun. 19th, 2009|02:14 pm]


 
( mahal kita singapura )
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